5 hour crushes

Thinking of signing up for online dating.
Pros: love.
Cons: terrible awkward situations.
Singleness should be easier.
Berlin is good for this. I have turned off my goggles. I am not looking for a crush here. Besides, my general opinion of German guys is: boring.
I got a crush the other day though. It lasted about 5 hours.
This long-haired, tightly-panted, slightly stinky, lead singer of a metal band. not my type (typically) but he was nice and normal and funny and he had kind eyes. For those 5 hours it was nice to be in Berlin, because in real life there would be no reason for me to have met him...or hang out with him. It just happened because he's friends with one of the guys in the small circle of ex-pats here. And I didn't feel pressure to act like I knew or liked his band. It was just Berlin. That being said, I know that I will never see him again, so who cares?
It was just a nice afternoon in the park.
I got a letter today from my (ex-boy) friend Dave. It was a good letter. Made me laugh out loud in public.
My friend James arrives on Sunday. He's a real jerk. A likable jerk. I am looking forward to the visit. I feel like I will need a diffuser.
The house is going to fill up fast. Ben's dad is coming soon, and perhaps this guy Keith...which fills me with anxiety. THEN Sara and Bobbi!!!!
woot woot holla holla.
I can't wait to see them.
After they leave, the Irish girls come. The Irish girls are fun and colorful and hilarious.
Good times friends.
This post is a lot of nonsense.
Just filling the void.

Check this out though:
It's my 5 hour crush...The one with the long hair...brown hair. Don't ask questions. There are reasons why some crushes last only 5 hours.


I never claimed to have good taste.