Monday, May 08, 2006

I am eating humble pie for that

Maybe I could use this whole pregant thing to my advantage. Like, now I can eat all I want and claim I'm eating for two. Or perhaps I can get a seat at the front of the bus anytime I want.

I was asked a fourth time on saturday. It's devastating. Seriously. However, I have decided not to emo-blog. It's just there. I just want to know the thought proccess that happened in their brains before they uttered the words. I always thought it was kind of an inappropriate question. It's kind of like asking a man with receeding hairline if he has cancer and is in chemo. Except it's worse because girls have a huge amount of body image issues.

I thought I was getting better. Everyone deserves a humbling sometimes, but four times is a litte excessive.

I just read Everything is Illuminated. I liked it. I'm going to lend it to Reid.

I have three days off this week. I am going to try to work my magic so i can get out of town.

The best part of yesterday?
-Amanda showed up at work for like a second. I almost cried. I didn't expect to see her. She's supposed to be in Halifax...right? Seeing her made me want to move to the east coast. And live in Cape Cod or wherever. Or Prince Edward Island. Just like Anne.
-Jesse Booi told me we was glad I was there, and he meant it. Then he told me that I looked nice, and he meant it. I could have kissed him.

A girl from highschool tracked me down on myspace. I don't think we were friends. Part of me hated her. Part of me liked her. The 14 year old me is flabbergasted and flattered that she like, looked me up. She was popular, I was...invisible. The 27 year old me has always known that I am not invisible and is even a bit memorable. It's a good natured thing.